Wednesday, October 31, 2007
You have no idea how relieved I am now. I'm officially free of chinese! After years of squeezing blood from stone writing those stupid book reports and formal/informal letters. Even though I take higher chinese (haha, give me a moment to be smug), my chinese sucks truly and deeply. Ask anybody who's heard me speak. Or ask anna, she's seen me at my worst. Haha. Even Yewi's chinese is better than mine, and by a stretch. Not that her chinese is bad or anything, but she's in sec one man. Haha. And she helps me with my essays. She goes like, 'you don't know how to write zhou wen(wrinkles)? I can't believe you're from higher chinese!' She says that all the time. Bleh. And there was once when I begged anna to come over to my place to tell me the whole story of some thick chinese book that we had a test on the next day. Terrible I tell you. And days when I have ting xie, i'll think of going to the sick bay all day till chinese period. But no more! Though I'm quite sure my essay sucked, but the paper was surprisingly simple. So, I can pass hcl! I really hope they don't up the passing mark or anything, else I'd really die. I just really really really want to pass. Gosh I haven't said pass in a long while, it's been A1 A1 A1. haha. But it's chinese! So.. yeah. Even my laoshi tells me 'xue xin ah, ni ji ge wo jiu hen gao xing le'. (xue xin, if you pass i'll be really happy). So please please please, just let me PASS CHINESE.Well today was the last day of the second week of O's for me. I'm about halfway done, or a bit more I suppose. I've got bio ss and lit next week. Killer killer killer. I doubt I'd be getting much sleep on monday and tuesday, if any. It'll be insane studying from tonight till next tue. Grr. Hate all these memory-heavy subjects. At least they're..rather interesting. Well, sans social studies.
My papers so far has been rather manageable. Of course there are the careless mistakes that I shan't go into. Lest I bore you with my incessant obsessing. But it's been okay and I should be able to do o k a y unless they push up the A1s and 2s to insanely high standards. But God forbid.Ah I cant reiterate how much I want O's to be over. Really I can't.It's rather late but a big thank you to everybody who flooded/ or are still flooding my inbox with all those good luck texts and encouraging verses. It's really sweet and I appreciate it. Though a tad upsetting since those whom I thought would text didnt and those whom I haven't expected to text did. Sweettalk really is bullshit. Ah, I shouldn't even be caring. It's an utter waste of my time. Perhaps I should do the thing that Irene Ang does. It was on 8 Days mag, whatiscalled. Friend-deleting of something. Update my phonebook every beginning of the year. Delete those who arent true and keep the real ones. Haha. What's up with me. I'm angsty all of a sudden. rawr.Anyway. Whoever actually bothers to read this, please do start reading 8Days. I'm a big big big big fan of it (and phin wong as well as tommy wee). Anyway, dinner time.
yeni posted at 3:42 PM â¢
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Saturday, October 27, 2007
"If you don't stop irritating me, I'll change all your passwords.!"
HAHAHA. Guess who said that?I've got such freaky people around me, who have strange penchants for licking me.Not in a sexy way.So not.Random random.O's have been pretty much alright. Ish.Nothing I wanna kill myself over yet.And I did emath from 9 to 9 today.My (selective) ability to concentrate for such incredibly long hours surprise me.K anyway, i'm out.Night.
yeni posted at 12:07 AM â¢
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Sunday, October 21, 2007
My goodness. My first paper is tomorrow!
It's so hard to believe I tell you. I've been dreaming of this day since god knows when.
I sound so retarded, but my heart rate increases drastically every time I think about tomorrow. Feels like I've got a crush. HAHA, yeah an infatuation on O levels. Charming.
Tsk tsk, all the adrenaline.
I can't wait can't wait!
I'm not gonna study anymore. I'll sleep early tonight, ha. Cos' Delia says so.
Though I have no idea what to do tomorrow morning since my paper is at 1430.
I probably shouldn't get up at 1pm since I don't wanna be groggy.
But if i get up early, I'd be worrying myself crazy.
Gah, the paranoia.
Haha.
Okay I know all the sec 4's have heard it about eleven thousand seven hundred and two times..
But it's less than a month till we can burn our books.
So, all the way man.
Let's get our A1s.
yeni posted at 8:17 PM â¢
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Wednesday, October 17, 2007
yewi : yeni, tmr my friend is coming over and she's very..like, you know. so don't say any bad words ah.yeni: you make it seem like i say a lot of bad words.yewi: you do what.yeni: i dont! like what?yewi: like 'bloody hell' or 'bitch'.yeni: oh bitch is a bad word? is 'stupid' a bad word to her too..sigh. the things we talk about.Ah, the month of october. The month of birthdays.HAPPY 17TH BIRTHDAY ANNA! <3>
you're the coolest sweetest girlfriend i could ever ask for! hope the cake was good man :) haha. that's only part of the gift, i'll erm, settle the rest after o's ya? promise promise. i'll put my heart and soul into it. heh i love ya babes, more than you know. muuuah.And you know, i've been thinking.. Maybe after o's i'll convert to xanga. Hell after o's, i plan to do so many things. I shan't even go into that now. I'll waste another hour daydreaming.
Okay okay so now,
let's scare ourselves.
O levels start in a freakish 4days time.
So surreal.
And I can hardly wait.
yeni posted at 11:24 PM â¢
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I feel like giving up.
Really, screw o's.
yeni posted at 3:19 AM â¢
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Thursday, October 11, 2007
'Nobody got anywhere in the world by simply being content. '
Louis L'Amour
Gotta keep telling yourself that.
And..
Happy 19th birthday , birthday boy.
On the most random note, i hate studying my humanities.
yeni posted at 1:49 AM â¢
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Tuesday, October 09, 2007
I'm a tad late. But better late than never no? So happy 15th birthday my little brother. Though 'little' is hardly appropriate now.
Last night, we cut joey's cake at about 12 midnight. After that, i decided to stay up the night to do revision since i got up late that..afternoon. Haha. So it was about 4am at night when sudden joey came up behind me, his jaw in hand. His lips unmoving, he hissed 'Yeni, there's something wrong. It's damn pain.' And i was scared, cause his eyes were shiny. I mean, this is the (birthday)boy who twisted his angle jumping down steps (laughing), and getting his arms trampled on with spiked boots (or whatever fancy names rugby shoes have). I gently ran my hand along his jawline, and it was what i can only describe as dented. If i said i was freaked out then, it's a gross understatement. I was like, 'what the hell did you do?'. And he said, ' I duno! It's fucking painful. I can't open my mouth.' So i brought him to my mum's room. All this while, he held my hand. I switched on the lights and said, ',mum, there's something wrong with joey.' She jumped out of bed and starting giving instructions. Help him change his clothes, bring yewi to school, don't let him touch his jaw. In abt 5mins, my dad was reversing the car out of the porch, heading to the hospital.
They came back at about 5plus. Apparently, he dislocated his jaw. Yup, while he was sleeping. Hahaha. He was probably grinding his teeth or something, but the doctor thinks it's stress. I don't really see a link, but ah well. So my dear little brother missed his literature paper, and he's so happy about it. Now, one side of his face is swollen, so we call him 'fat face'. To get back at all the times he calls us fat. Haha.
You see, throughout that whole incident, I was acutely aware of two seemingly insignificant details.
1. He was holding my hand.
It was so sweet because though small, that gesture made me feel needed. Coming from the tough guy in my family, it was so special. And i felt so..big sisterly. Haha. Such a cheap thrill, i know. And i was so touched because i was the first person he looked for despite me being all the way downstairs. Haha. Gotta love that boy.
2. My mum's.. readiness.
Honest, she JUMPED out of bed. As though she knew it was going to happen. In my whole life, I've only woken my mum up twice. Once when i was 7, the second was last night. When i was seven, I woke into her room and didnt even switch on the lights. I think i couldnt reach the switch. Haha, i'm not sure. But it was the exact same reaction. I tapped her and groaned 'mum..' and she got up immediately. I was like 'stomachpain..' and she rubbed that oil thingy on my tumtum. Something about mothers, or at least my mother. Perhaps she's extremely well-trained, what with having four very accident-prone kids. Haha. It's like she doesn't really sleep, always prepared. It's very, comforting. Yeah, though in a very selfish way. Really makes me wonder if i could ever be that.
Haha. Lately, my mum keeps telling me that she can't wait till Lini and I start working, so that she can retire. Haha. You hear that linsypoop?
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Quick update.
Well, my life really revolves around papers papers and more papers. I'm chained to the study table almost every day. Sounds kinky huh. Haha. About 13 days to that start of O's. I can hardly wait. Then i'm good and free.
My results have been, improving. Slowly but surely. So that's a good, encouraging thing. Oh and whoever's been asking me for my olevel time table, go see jeann's blog. She's put it up. Haha.
So, it's really the last last stride.
Still cant believe its already october.
I want my single single digit.
And I think I'm going crazy thinking about it.
yeni posted at 12:34 AM â¢
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