Monday, August 27, 2007
i paraphrase:
After discussing the matter with the board, I'm afraid I have to announce that there will be in increase in the school fees from the current two hundred & forty-five to two hundred & ninety-five dollars.
*cue sniggering from sec4 cohort.
Yewi's been bitching about that and mrs duno-what and her life science test and god knows what else to god knows who for god knows how long. It is unfortunately, awfully amusing.
Obviously it speaks alot of my sources of entertainment. And vocab limitations.
But all these will be coming to an end soon enough.
I'm approximately 80 MCQs away from a normal life.
Splendid, ain't it?
Then I can upload all my 'i'm so bored i'm camwhoring to pass time' photos up here.
And proceed to shop, dance, read something other than a TYS or a textbook while taking a bubble bath, play volleyball and badminton and etc. basically, whatever I want to do.
And how could i ever forget, SLEEP.
yeni posted at 11:28 PM â¢
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Saturday, August 25, 2007
and so, i cracked.
maybe it is because i am a severely folded piece,
demanding green-inked corrections.
yeni posted at 2:19 AM â¢
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Wednesday, August 15, 2007
quick update:
amath paper 1 was alright.
amath paper 2 was a horror.
chem paper 2 was, really really bad. i can kiss my A1 goodbye.
geog elective was quite delightful though. i was bursting with things to write.
english on friday. and intense bio and ss on the weekend.
and i've got one free day tmr!
fantastic.
i'm really getting used to this exam timetable.
home by the end of the primary sch recess feels pretty good.
yeah yeah, cheap thrill.
and i don't actually mind the crazy-ass studying so much now.
owell, but i'd love to start relaxing after prelims.
i'm really looking like nonsense.
and revelations really are like buses.
none for ages, and suddenly plenty at one go.
one of which, is how badly i take to my mistakes.
i walked out of the hall after amath paper 2 with a sinking feeling.
i had made about, 10marks worth of careless mistakes.
the really stupid kinds that you stop making after practicing a paper or two.
and i just couldnt get my mind off it. couldn't sleep because of it.
arg.
and chemistry too. gah!
it's like that asian man on Solitary.
he kept harping on his mistake, so he couldn't compete under optimum conditions, and lost a challenge..
i was like, god he's dumb. but i'm doing the same thing. and i can't help it.
it's so typical of me though. like how A said, 'you can't be perfect'.
ahhhh. okay english paper on friday.
perfect english from now on.
in nad's words, i need to "get over it".
k.
and nads, it's fine. no use harping over geog, or amath, or chemistry. it's over and you can't do anything about it anymore. just think of how it'll affect your other subjects. the ONLY thing you can do is to make up by doing superbly well for say, bio, emath and physics and all that. k? be strong. you're tougher than you look. or at least, attempt to be. haha. strong is sexy. hahaha. okay im so not helping. doh. and you're a smartypants k. you were one in sec two, and you still are now. who do i call whenever im stuck at something? YOU! so see, stop saying you're stupid. or you might very well, become that. think smart. walk into the exam hall and think, A1. k? i love you.
and jeannnnnn. you poor girl. i feel so sad for you, you sickly injury-prone woman. i have no idea whether to tell you to study hard, or to rest well. heh heh. but in any case, you have good, logical, analytical brains. and you have God. so you're good, man. get well soon. i'm sure you'll do well nonetheless, cos you're sooooo unbelievably consistent anyway. haha. get well soon toughie.
to the rest of you, we've got 2 papers down. erm, and quite a number more to go. so keep going. i'm quite sure most of the geog elec girls are quite pleased. see, you reap what you sow. do the same for ss. rmb to weigh your factors and learn up your explanations. and for english, be
'precise', show that you understand the text. thats the most impt point. and rmb, thesaurus.com is your best friend now.
okay done with nagging.
gonna have dinner now.
and then i'm gonna study through the night.
all the best! :)
yeni posted at 6:58 PM â¢
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Sunday, August 12, 2007
i think i quite fancy being called a "nerd".
i guess studying does strange things to you.
thanks ya'll for the encouragement.
all the studying's done me in. i keep thinking about how i'd kill myself if i fail. or how i might make 20marks worth of careless mistakes and fail.
paranoia paranoia.
though it's possible no?
okay im not gonna start entertaining that again.
needa say sorry.
i ripped big mouth.
code talk.
let's put it to stress, shall we?
and i miss daddy.
he's coming home tonight.
with my black jeans!
courtesy of linsypoop.
and thats how i get my shopping done.
heh.
okay i'm being really disorganised.
i keep bouncing topics.
it's just that there are little reminders zooming through my head now:
tan graph. integration. rate of change. binomial theorem.
conc sulphuric acid, nickel. electric cell. blast furnace.
and i'm slowly losing the burning desire to go out.
which is out of character.
but all the better.
rhyming couplet!
ahaha. literature.
tell me that just screams NERD!
hahaha.
i'm such a goody-two-shoes.
it's in me, i tell ya.
can't get rid of that guaiguai-ness even if i tried (real hard).
(guai as in well-behaved, not weird. god forbid)
anna stayed over last night.
i haven't seen her in 8 LONG DAYS.
had a marathon paper-doing session from 2-10pm.
then we went on a journey to get ingredients for philadelphia(*sp? where's my spellcheck man?haha.) cheesecake cause' we decided that it's the ONLY ONLY thing that would keep us sane.
but alas, there wasnt a single philadelphia cheesespread in ANY supermart or mama-shop. so we took a bus to bukitbatok and the bus-man insisted on anna paying adult fare. ass. and there is only ONE cheesespread left. thank the heavens. and again, on our trip back, anna was made to pay adult fare. we sat by the swings for abit and talked about the past, the future. till it got too itchy and late. it was almost 1am. headed back and DIDNT MAKE CHEESECAKE. sheesh. love that woman. haha.
k. it's a really ugly wordy post. but make do if you love me. haha. i can't promise photos this time since you wouldnt wanna see a sleep-exercise/fun-deprived fugly woman. haha. try again three weeks later if you must.
i'm not gonna do any more papers tonight. for the first time in my life, i'm not burning the midnight oil before a paper. but thats not to say i wont do it for bio. haha. i'm gonna read through some random bits, tie up loose ends, and sleep by 10.
try anyway.
this is
it. as delia puts it, the consequences of doing badly this time isnt just a big scolding and pep talks. okay and probably a big bout of "i'm-so-stupid" tantrums.this affects your first three months. ok now reduced to a month and a half. this decides where i'm going next year.
and i hope, i pray, and i need to make it happen.
and i promise,
last thing.
i miss lini.
and i'm done.
so all the best sec4s.
we're all in this horrible shite together.
yeni posted at 6:38 PM â¢
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Friday, August 10, 2007
prelims start on monday.
i'm scared as hell.
i know it sounds horrid, but for the first time in my life.
i think i'm stressed.
you can measure the degree of stress im under from the state of my skin.
and it's really not pretty, i tell you.
but as lini says, these 'can all be undone', no?
if you haven't studied,you've got two days left.
so suck it up ya'll.
it's time to shine.
and
show them what you've got.
you're tougher than that.
yeni posted at 9:59 PM â¢
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