Sunday, August 12, 2007
i think i quite fancy being called a "nerd".
i guess studying does strange things to you.
thanks ya'll for the encouragement.
all the studying's done me in. i keep thinking about how i'd kill myself if i fail. or how i might make 20marks worth of careless mistakes and fail.
paranoia paranoia.
though it's possible no?
okay im not gonna start entertaining that again.
needa say sorry.
i ripped big mouth.
code talk.
let's put it to stress, shall we?
and i miss daddy.
he's coming home tonight.
with my black jeans!
courtesy of linsypoop.
and thats how i get my shopping done.
heh.
okay i'm being really disorganised.
i keep bouncing topics.
it's just that there are little reminders zooming through my head now:
tan graph. integration. rate of change. binomial theorem.
conc sulphuric acid, nickel. electric cell. blast furnace.
and i'm slowly losing the burning desire to go out.
which is out of character.
but all the better.
rhyming couplet!
ahaha. literature.
tell me that just screams NERD!
hahaha.
i'm such a goody-two-shoes.
it's in me, i tell ya.
can't get rid of that guaiguai-ness even if i tried (real hard).
(guai as in well-behaved, not weird. god forbid)
anna stayed over last night.
i haven't seen her in 8 LONG DAYS.
had a marathon paper-doing session from 2-10pm.
then we went on a journey to get ingredients for philadelphia(*sp? where's my spellcheck man?haha.) cheesecake cause' we decided that it's the ONLY ONLY thing that would keep us sane.
but alas, there wasnt a single philadelphia cheesespread in ANY supermart or mama-shop. so we took a bus to bukitbatok and the bus-man insisted on anna paying adult fare. ass. and there is only ONE cheesespread left. thank the heavens. and again, on our trip back, anna was made to pay adult fare. we sat by the swings for abit and talked about the past, the future. till it got too itchy and late. it was almost 1am. headed back and DIDNT MAKE CHEESECAKE. sheesh. love that woman. haha.
k. it's a really ugly wordy post. but make do if you love me. haha. i can't promise photos this time since you wouldnt wanna see a sleep-exercise/fun-deprived fugly woman. haha. try again three weeks later if you must.
i'm not gonna do any more papers tonight. for the first time in my life, i'm not burning the midnight oil before a paper. but thats not to say i wont do it for bio. haha. i'm gonna read through some random bits, tie up loose ends, and sleep by 10.
try anyway.
this is
it. as delia puts it, the consequences of doing badly this time isnt just a big scolding and pep talks. okay and probably a big bout of "i'm-so-stupid" tantrums.this affects your first three months. ok now reduced to a month and a half. this decides where i'm going next year.
and i hope, i pray, and i need to make it happen.
and i promise,
last thing.
i miss lini.
and i'm done.
so all the best sec4s.
we're all in this horrible shite together.
yeni posted at 6:38 PM â¢
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