Tuesday, May 22, 2007
I've been sleeping a lot lately.
I feel strangely, unproductive.
I think i'll start revision again soon.
To avoid unnecessary stress in future.
Stone me, but somehow I miss doing math.
The unproductiveness gets to me.
Though i don't understand how doing sooo much chinese could actually improve your chinese.
My laoshi has has honestly gone loco.
Well, she's driving me loco too really.
5 zuo wens, 1 book review and 4 (5?) test papers.
It's absurd!
I don't even work so hard for chemistry!
I watched a movie today.
A la folie.
He loves me, he loves me not.
And boy was it disturbing.
It's a good movie.
Shan't succumb to my need to ramble about it.
Cos it's worth a watch.
Go watch it.
I have this friend.
And he is suicidal.
I wasn't very close to him before really.
So it makes me feel really uneasy.
And i'm not exactly, erm, the most comforting person on earth actually.
Or as someone once put it, i don't go around "holding people's hands".
haha.
I think, i am becoming heartless.
I have no sympathy for him.
It's like he brought it on himself.
Or that he is weak.
Whatever it is, i'm not kind enough to understand it.
And it irks me, because
i think i should be.
okok, im just being weird tonight.
pardon me.
yeni posted at 10:33 PM â¢
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