Thursday, May 24, 2007
Let's try most exasperating day ever.
Excuse me but please do pardon me.
Skip the damn paragraph if whiney brats annoy you cause i'm about to do just that:
Be a whiney brat.
Maybe it's cause i've either got a stuffed or a runny nose 95% of the time.
Or maybe cause I had to do a chinese composition at 8am in the morning.
Or maybe cause i had to wait for two hours before my EZ-Link card got fixed cause my card expired for no reason and they charged me adult fare for about two weeks and even after waiting i still didnt get my refund cause it had to be within 5 working days. (i have no idea if you understood that cause my sentence was way too long. but i'm past caring about the accuracy of my language now.)
Or maybe cause my dad left for m'sia without saying bye to me and i miss him alot.
Or maybe cause i barely had three hours of sleep cause i couldnt sleep.
Or maybe cause my laptop conked out on me twice before i could come on here to rant.
Or maybe cause today (especially) I lacked adequate spatial judgement which resulted in a lot of (unnecessary) bruises (three?).
Or maybe cause there's this noisy beetle flying around my room blindly and annoying (/scaring) the crap outta me.
But suddenly, everything and everyone seems to be annoying me.
I swear i'm not pre-menstrual.
And there seems to be a tad too many things on my mind.
I'll be a little bit incoherent.
After all, I haven't written gobbledygook in awhile.( blog address you inobservant one)
You know how you sometimes wanna do something even though you know it's wrong?
Just so you how it feels. Or just because it MIGHT work out.
You wanna listen to your gut and disregard the logical part of you.
Even if the consequences are ugly, you just feel like doing it so bad.
Maybe just to see how it turns out.
Kinda like listening to emo songs after a break up.
Or not studying for a test. ( you might still ace it cause you listen in class?)
Or looking at your ex's friendster profile even if you're supposed to forget her/him.
Or cutting your hair on a whim without research.
The things you do when you listen to your heart/intuition.
whatever woman are supposed to be in tune to.
Or whatever men believe they are in tune to as well, just to a more
limited extent.
I suppose okay, don't stone me.
Do you believe in following your heart or your mind then?
The most cliche answer to this would of course be to
" follow your heart".
Tried and tested and fail-proof?
Not at all.
Better to have loved and lost, then have not loved at all?
Bullshit.
How responsible is it to get into something knowing that it wouldnt last?
Pretty damn irresponsible if you ask me.
There are exceptions i always convince myself.
Then end up beating myself up after it.
haha.
These are the sort of, things that's been whirling in my head for a bit now.
I just fancy torturing myself.
Don't mind me attempting to torture you too.
haha.
Or don't mind if you don't understand either.
It's sorta disjointed.
Oh!
I just rmbed a conversation i erm, happened to overhear on the bus today.
Two women in their thirties discussing their men.
I'll bet a a hundred bucks that they aren't married and haven't really been well, lucky in love.
Yet.
It goes something like..
Lady A: I mean Leonard's rich and nice to me. But he's overweight. But that's not supposed to bother you when you're in your thirties. But he looks at other women. That's unforgivable right?
Lady B: I think it's fine. You can't have everything la.
Lady A: But he gets angry when i tell him another guy is cute. But it's okay for him to look. And i've been dating him for 3months. But when i ask him if he can rmb my number, he says no and grins and asks me if i can. When i admit that i can't, then he gets all wounded-looking.
Lady B: Men's pride. Men are selfish people.
("Creatures" i mentally add)
Lady A: Ya ya! Then i told him he was being unreasonable and he apologised profusedly. Which turned me off. Men just cannot win can they? (laughs)
("that's cause women are confused as to what they want from time to time. Throwing men off track.)
Lady B: Aiya, they are just daft to me.
Lady A: I know I shouldn't be so supercifial, but honestly, his weight bothers me. I know it's not supposed to cos i'm fat too (she isn't), and i feel guilty.
Lady B: It's okay. It's normal. I'll mind too secretly. (she's kinda, erm, pudgy)
Heh. somehow i just remembered this conversation.
I kept whispering my opinion to my friend with me and he kept shushing me. haha.
Ok, i'm just being random.
Ignore it.
Okok,
I promise
a new list coming up soon.
Something that will make my readers laugh k?
No more indecipherable gobbledygook.
With that,
good night sunshine.
yeni posted at 12:09 AM â¢
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