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Sunday, February 25, 2007

thurs:

rushed thru school. jase picked me up from school and rushed home to get ready for the big day. okok, i spent quite AWHILE gettin ready. hey!going hotel alright. must dress up :D then we cabbed down to bakerzin where we were supp to get something savoury. i had chocolate cake in the end though :D i love sweet stuff. makes me smile like a fool. and fat like a ball too. lini had salad whole jase and julian did soup. then we decided to play pool. and my goodness, i thought i improved..but apparently, i thought wrong cos i sucked so bad. heh. fortunately, julian the lefty was with me and we still won the lefties! yay us. US, we are a team yes? hahaha! and then, it was TIME.
FOR THE CHOCOLATE BUFFET AT FULLERTON!!!
yay!we ate sooo much! but ah, din give two hoots abt calories since it was julian's last night here. and i LOVED the green tea brulee(sp?) and the pudding thing omg. so good. i had "passion" on my chocolate heart while lini and jase had "bliss" and julian had "cherish". mmhm. says something? hhaha. then we had a few rounds of emo talk and i almost teared. Almost. but i din. hah! promise. so after loads of chocolates, cakes, fondue, pudding, mousse, tea and dessert wine, we cabbed down to the airport. time to say our goodbyes. after pictures and cards, julian walked thru the glass gates and back to sydney.

fri:
again, rushed thru sch. rushed home and jase was there to help lini pack. after a short short nap, got ready for dinner at my grandparents' place. to celebrate cny and my grandad's bday. it was actually pretty, bad. i din enjoy myself at all. probably becos i'm not close to that side of the family or sth. strange that im closer to my relatives in m'sia even though they're so far away yes? but yea, saw my grandad. everytime i see my grandad, my heart wrenches. yes, he used to be so mean to us FEMALES in the family. bias and all. but now, whenever i see him contorted in bed unable to talk and move, i feel so bad for ever disliking him. but now, i make an effort to speak to him and tell him a love him cos i'm nv sure if i'd ever see him again the next time i go over. yea, sad stuff aside.
everybody tried to catch some sleep before lini's flight at 6am (had to get up at 4am) when we got home. that is, except me. haha. some very exciting things happened you see. i found some STUFF called _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ in a thumbdrive that my very decent-looking uncle gave me. owell. looks can be oh-so-deceiving. haha! but poor yewi, she was the most, traumatized. shaken. haha!
at 4am, everybody got up and hurriedly went to the airport. checked in and went to burgerking for breakfast. then, it was time for lini to go in. hugged and said our pieces. she left the best for last..ME!
hah.but yea, she too eventually walked thru the glass gates.

Sat:
got up at 4pm my goodness. received sunflowers from a kind soul who was afraid that i'd be upset over lini's departure. i felt so, loved :D yea. bummed ard and did some work. i sooo do NOT get differentiation. haiya. then i received my new laptop! yea! fiddled ard with it alil. ok fine, alot. and am still on it now.


yea.
now that im done with the technicalities...

mmhm.
these few days has been pretty tough shite.
all the departures.
one more is due on the 7th march too.
mmhm.
im a veteran at this already though.
but i still do hate the airport.
hate those glass gates.
hate that hug.
hate that look.

mmhm.
and i miss my big sister already.

i miss not banging my foot on that ridiculously huge luggage bag that you refused to unpack on the floor.
i miss not being able to ask you abt school work.
i miss not waking up to you in the mornings/afternoons.
i miss not being able to nag at you to go bathe.
i miss not having someone to steal my wangwang and greentea.
i miss not having someone to call loser and retard.
i miss not having you return wayyy after your curfew.
i miss not having someone to malign when i cant find my top.
i miss not having a missing item from my wardrobe.
i miss not laughing 3/4 of the day.

i miss you big sister.
i miss you plenty.






mmhm.this blog's starting to look awfully wordy.
photo update soon.
promise.


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