a funny fetish.

Tuesday, January 30, 2007

funny how it's easy to talk to a perfect stranger,

but not so easy with someone who's suddenly become a stranger.

sad too that.

yeni posted at 11:24 PM â¢ comment?

that was so..difficult.
it's just so different now, it almost hurts to hear.
the laughter's the same though.
and i like the middle of the sentences where it's more you.
and when you get excited, it's like your old self all over again.
i suppose
things change, people change.

but this change,
i hate.

will...
why aren't you online when i need to speak to you..

yeni posted at 12:20 AM â¢ comment?

Tuesday, January 23, 2007

Sometimes,
just like a moth to a flame,
you are drawn to pretty things that will hurt you.

A flame, beautifully mesmerising and comfortingly warm, attracts the moth closer and closer.

Perhaps it just doesn't know that the flame is dangerous, or perhaps it doesn't care, I really don't know. And frankly, I don't really care.

But what about humans?

Surely we are smart enough to know when something in dangerous to us, or bad for health and whatsoever,
righttt?

Evidently, not.

Apparently, "once bitten, twice shy" isn't applicable to many lessons in life.

It's a little like walking into a wall knowing that you'll end up with a big bump on your head just for the thrill of the act. Or like drinking seawater just to satisfy your thirst at that point of time. Or like going into a relationship knowing that it wouldn't work out in the end, but headbutting into it anyway just so you can enjoy for a year and suffer heartbreak for 3years.

Better to have loved and lost than not having loved at all?

You think?

In my opinion, these words are uttered by the ignorant, those who haven't had their hearts thoroughly broken and shattered before, who hasn't suffered heartbreak at its peak before,who hasn't missed someone till the point you want to scold and bash that person up for making you hurt that way, who hasn't felt hurt for hurting someone you love.

You think?

I really don't know.

And come the end of these long jottings of my musings, I know I have strayed from the point.

But I do know that, what comes up must come down.
What has a starting, has an ending.
What you want the most, you usually can't get.
What you want the most, isn't always the best for you.
What you love the most, has the ability to hurt you the worst.
And with good things earned, you lose another.

Everything comes in pairs, everything has a balance.

You think so?

mmhm..

yeni posted at 11:55 PM â¢ comment?

Friday, January 19, 2007

Yeni's (very) Basic Guidelines

How to be a Gentleman

for

Extremely Clueless Boys

(modified)

1) Open doors

2) Offer to pay for her, and really mean it, UNLESS she insists more than twice.

3) Send her home (to the doorstep)

4) Offer to carry her shopping bags, NOT handbag.

5) Be 5minutes earlier and don't complain if she comes late

6) Know the correct answer to "Am i fat?" (say 'no' you dumbass, unless she's 200pounds or something. Alternatively, you can always say that she looks beautiful in your eyes, always.haha!corny right?but its tried and tested and works!)

7) Refrain from texting or picking up your calls more than thrice when on a date.

8) Have a date plan beforehand. Think fun and casual, places where you can talk to each other.

9) Look her in her eyes when talking to her. Her boobs can't talk.

10) Make her laugh.

11) When contemplating a relationship with her, it's only essential to get permission from her parents.

12) Dress well. No slippers, pink or purple.

13) Shave. Please.

14) Carry mints and cash. Oh, and plasters for in case of blisters.

15) Remember to compliment the girl. No, not for brownie points. It's compulsory. But don't lie either. Just, try your best.

16) When eating out with her, ask her what she's having and order for her. Try to do all the talking to the waiter for her if possible.

17) Equal opportunities to talk. Don't be..self-absorbed. That's just..bad.. Of course if you're at the other end of the scale, try to open up too.

18) Text her after the date to thank her, regardess of whether the date was good or bad.

19) If she has a curfew, make sure she's home by then. It's good for her, and for you too (think of the parents)

20) Make sure she's comfortable with sharing food/drinks with you before coming back with just one large Pepsi. Ask first, if not, just get two.

yeni posted at 12:00 PM â¢ comment?

Friday, January 12, 2007

man.
the shop down the road must be on a real tight budget.
it reads:

The 24hr Buget Shop.

and no.that isn't a typing error.

yeni posted at 1:02 AM â¢ comment?

Tuesday, January 09, 2007

school is passing by, surprisingly, pretty fast.
wonder if the rest of the year will be the same.
damn, first chemistry lesson since the first day of school.
evidently, it wouldn't be the same no more.
damn.
a new interesting simple non-long-winded list will come out soon.
pronto.

can't wait for tonight..

yeni posted at 11:21 AM â¢ comment?

Friday, January 05, 2007

I know I may be a tad slow, but do pardon me. I've been busy. So let's get on with THANKSGIVING. This is extremely rare of me, by the way. So do cherish this. HAHA! The people I mention in this post are the people who have made a difference in my life in 2006; people who helped me get through, made me happy sometimes, made me sad sometimes. But these are the people that made my 2006 every bit worthwhile.

(in alphabetical order)

alvin!
i read your blog. and you have no idea how much that meant to me. last year was a very special year. short, but sweet. i don't know what will happen in the future, but i hope this doesn't spell the end of everything. you were a big part of my life, and i hope you still will be. thank you for being so damn nice, and for just, being you.

anna!
best friend, if i din have you last year, i'd just shrivel and die i tell you. i need you in class, outta class, in my house, in my room, in the fitting room, the neoprint booths. oh heck i need you everywhere! haha! i love you soooo much babes! last year's been one crazy year. but you kept me sane. esp thru chinese lessons!haha.

delia!
my ever faithful tuition partner. hahaha. i know you'd probably hate my guts if you din love me sooo much. haha! you keep me awake during lessons when i feel like i'm gonna DIE. and thx for forgiving me time and time again whenever i don't show up. haha! i owe you much. i know i know. i'll make it up..Somehow. Someday.

grace aik!
yes dearie? haha! my lose-weight partner. haha! yes we will work towards our goal! uh huh. right. haha. and work on your chinese man. incorrigible. haha!it's ok. i still love you. you were one of those people who make school livable.

jeann!
oh the logical one. haha. you understand me dear, in a way i dun even understand. if you understand that, man.. you understand me. but ANYWAY. i can't believe i've known you since pri4. you were lik, my first best friend in mg? haha. so cute huh. and you're so smart i'd hate you if i din love you. haha. =)

lini!
you!are!so!retarded!i!have!nothing!to!say!to!you!
ok fine. maybe just...
i love you.
alot!
and..
muah!

lydia!
the artsy girl. all of a sudden last year, i just grew closer to you. must be the audrey hepburn connection. mmhmmm. haha! oh, and i love shoppin with you! oh! and if i see another rainbow, i'll wish for you beloved hair to grow faster =)

nads!
nadsy! you're sucha sweet nice pretty smart thoughtful caring loving crazy tiny lil thing. and i love you! and i don't wanna go away too! i'll miss you this <----------------------------------------------------------------> much! =( but owell. who says we're not gonna keep in touch huh. mama's watched you grow up my dear. haha! muah!

nat!
classes with you has been amazing! non-stop fun cos you're sucha drama-mama.haha! and man, are you meant for the stage or what! love ya babes!

ru!
it has been one whirlwind of a year huh. many ups, many downs. i really don't know how you feel abt me, and i do hope you dont hate me or anything. guess there's just been too many misunderstanding between us to clear huh. but one thing's for sure, you once mattered a hell lot to me. and now you still do matter, in a strange twisted way, if you know what i mean. think you feel that way too la. love-hate relationship or sth. but yea, i wish you all the best in 2007 and the years to come. do study hard ya? and if you ever do need me or my help one day, i'll be here la. and just so you know, i don't hate you or anythin. everythin bad is put to the past. and i do care. cos you were there for me once, and i owe you one. =)

shanya!
the girl who sits behind me =) aww. i love you for being you. you're just funny being you. and you DO spice up school life my dear. and you can call me mama if you want. but just so you know, i think you're more mama-ish than me. haha!

stephwong!
woman!i still don't know what to get you! i feel so guilty!why must you buy such an expensive gift for me! haha. but ANYWAY. work has been sooo much fun with you. and so is walkin in the rain, dancing on the track, lying in the tent and escaping lightning with you. =) love ya!

wen!
so much for isolation you trng freak!haha! but i love you cos you're so hardworking and such a good influence. not! haha. k la. but my obs kayaking partner, i'm so glad i was paired up with you. or i'd have missed out on one great friend. and many laughs as well. you make my day dear!=) love ya! and good luck with your isolation plan!=)

will!
it's strange how we've nv met. i still can't get over that. haha. but believe it or not, you did make a diff, somehow. the simple mind-numbing games and long chats. took my mind off things when i needed a break. thx for that=)

zhihan!
haiyo. you know how impt you are to me la. you listen to me no matter how much i talk. nonsense, rubbish, emo shite and mushy stuff, you just absorb it all. and that's why i love you sooo much! haha. you know the rest of the things i'm gonna say, so i'm not gonna say it cos i've said it countless times to you. haha! oh, but you know i love you! and that's enough! haha.

my goodness. i can't believe i'm done! was dreading this sappy entry. but owell! i'm done!
will do a nice short list in my next post!
till then,
g'nite sunshine.

yeni posted at 11:16 PM â¢ comment?

Tuesday, January 02, 2007

2006 has come and gone and it's a new year. But, it hasn't sunk into my thick skull till..
NOW. approximately 8hours till the first day of school. how smart.
When i'm tired and grouchy after spending a whole day in Sentosa getting sunburnt even when there's no sun (stupid, i know). Sigh. This is not the time for me to realise that i have ALOT of undone homework. And a chemistry and amath test coming up. Binomial is just not processing right now. Owell. What's new? Sounds like a new year to me already.
haha. So damn typical of me.

BUT, i shall still do thanksgiving.

in my next post.

because my new year resolution is to study hard this year.

and
i'm already working on it.

proud of myself already.

so till then...
happy first day of school
to all you poor students.
we're in this nonsense together.

in for a new year of neverending assignments and surprise tests and endless naggings and expectations flung rudely at our faces.
oh tell me again,
what's new.
oh.
yea.
o levels.

dammit.

yeni posted at 11:05 PM â¢ comment?