Sunday, September 10, 2006
im finally done with my notes for respiration.
ahh.i know im pretty slow.but all of a sudden, i just realised that sch starts tmr.=( starting to feel alil bummed.was jus gettin used to my free and easy muggin life,gettin up at 9plus to study lifestyle kinda.and now i hafta get up at 6 instead. gotta drag myself outta bed and struggle with amath and chem lessons. gotta force myself to keep my eyes open and..you know,the works.
this term,or at least the first few weeks of it,it's gonna be hell.i know it is.what with the exams and memorising and catching up and shite.AHHH.
i've been studying throughout the holidays already,yet i feel that im not gonna have enough time.TIME,TIME is against me.
sometimes i feel so drained.so tired of studying.so helpless.esp when i've gotten the same question wrong for lik,the ELEVENTH time.ahh.that feeling really,makes you feel lik shit.its lik you try so damn hard,but you keep failing.its lik when you're climbing steps and you nv ever reach the end.you glance up and there's still many many many levels to go.your legs are killing you,you're losing your breath,but you still hafta keep going.
or when you try so hard to salvage something.try so hard to salvage a relationship.with a friend.but she doesn't give a damn.you keep thinkin back abt the good times and try to tink positive.keep trying to convince yourself that she loves you,annd that she doesnt mean it.you try to help her,but she jus gives you hell.
nasty business.
or when you're trying to make amends for sth wrong you've done.but that person nv ever seems to forgive you.he jus seems adamant on making you wait on and on,making you worried,making you tink he hates you.
or when you miss someone miles and miles away.you jus wished she were here with you jus lik old times.
why do we always seem to want the things we can never have?
tskkk.
hah.i think im jus being an emo thang.must be all the bio and lit.driving me insane.tsk.LADY MACBETH syndrome.haha.
"Foolish Games"You took your coat off and stood in the rain,You're always crazy like that.And I watched from my window,Always felt I was outside looking in on you.You're always the mysterious one withDark eyes and careless hair,You were fashionably sensitiveBut too cool to care.You stood in my doorway, with nothing to sayBesides some comment on the weather.[Pre-Chorus 1]Well in case you failed to notice,In case you failed to see,This is my heart bleeding before you,This is me down on my knees, and...[Chorus]These foolish games are tearing me apart,And your thoughtless words are breaking my heart.You're breaking my heart.You're always brilliant in the morning,Smoking your cigarettes and talking over coffee.Your philosophies on art, Baroque moved you.You loved Mozart and you'd speak of your loved onesAs I clumsily strummed my guitar.You'd teach me of honest things,Things that were daring, things that were clean.Things that knew what an honest dollar did mean.I hid my soiled hands behind my back.Somewhere along the line, I must've gone Off track with you.[Pre-Chorus 2]Well, excuse me, guess I've mistaken you for somebody else,Somebody who gave a damn,Somebody more like myself.[Chorus]You took your coat off,Stood in the rain,You're always crazy like that.
yeni posted at 10:28 PM â¢
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