Thursday, August 31, 2006
heyya dearies.
i haven't been updating in a LOOOOONGGGGG time.i know i know.i've been busy you see.and SICK.so anyway.it's teacher's day!and you know what?I CAN DRESS UP!theme's uber coolio RETRO-holism!(ok i made up that word.)3M's puttin up an item thingie.lik singing along to the tune of Mariah Carey's "all i want for xmas is you".yeayea.it ain't xmas.but we changed the lyrics!so it goes:
And I don’t want you guys to suffer,
There is just one thing you need.
And I promise that I’ll work harder,
Especially on Chemistry.
Bio, Lit and His-to-ry,
Amath Emath Geography
We’ll make your wish come trruuueee…
All we need for end years…. is… YYYYYYYOOOOUUUU.
I don’t want a lot for this year,
There is just one thing I need.
With you I don’t have to worry
About my grades being Fs and Es.
I just have to try my best
To pass those exams and the tests
We’ll make your wish come true
We’ll all get A1s for you
All the lights are shining so brightly everywhere
And the sound of 3m’s laughter fills the air
And everyone is talking I hear those teachers screaming
3m wont you please give me back my sanity
I don’t want a lot for this year,
There is just one thing I need.
With you I don’t have to worry
About my grades being Fs and Es.
I just have to try my best
To pass those exams and the tests
We’ll make your wish come true
We’ll all get A1s for you.quite cute right?hehheh.
anyway.OKAY.i know im supposed to take this time to thank my dear teachers but it isn't lik they're anywhere near indulging themselves by reading my blog.so,owell.(okay excuses).
anyway.my whole point of this post is to tell all you
unbelievably fortunate people who are now reading my post,YENI's blog,to
appreciate love.it's probably the weirdest thing to say and you're probably going like "duh.this woman is being LAME.(as usual?)" or sth along those lines.but really.it is something that i've learnt recently.as you people know,i was sick.now still, alil cos my eye is still red and ugly BUT,in the course of my whole seemingly long period of total darkness and blahblahblah,i felt
LOVED.i mean not that i feel unloved under normal circumstances,but i felt more loved than normal,which is nice.=) very nice.see,visiting the doctor with a friend or with your parents's different from visiting the doctor yourself.and you wouldn't realise that until you go alone.therefore,appreciate whoever is with you.
see,every text i received when i was ill in response to my (ok fine!) overly-dramatic "im DYING.i KNOW im DYING!" texts that i sent outwhen i was sick,i felt blessed.even though it's only a small action,it made a difference.you know,when you're ill and feel like you're dying,OF COURSE it made a diff!haha.especially when people go "aiyo poor darling.drink more water.take your meds.sleep more and..." the works and kinda talk like a worried mama.its very heartwarming.(*thanks nads.thanks alvin.thanks ZHIHAN who had been hearing me complain and complain.haha.)and every concerned look i get even when i return to sch,and when anna gets kinda nice and motherly which is RARE and looks so xintong(its chinese dearies) when she looks at me grimace.and she'll say "aiyo stop rubbing" in that aunty voice which under normal circumstances would have caused me to have a laughin fit of some sort.But when she does it,it kinda jus makes me feel alil warm inside.(*thanks anna.)and the nicest of it all was to have my mummy fuss over me.as in,normally,she fusses over yewi or joey.but lik the extra attention and checks to make sure i was ok,oh and the numerous cups of honey she made for me.very NICE.(thanks mum.)not that she'll read my blog or that i'd want her to,but,aiya.that ain't the point.
really.there're too many to mention.there's wen,and mel,and dee,and weiliang,and timo and the list goes on and on.im not tryin to prove that many people care for me.but im trying to let you guys know that when you start thinking abt it,there are actually more people out there than you know it who cares abt you.(ssounds like words for the depressed.hehheh.)
sometimes,people care in their own abstract manner that we may not understand.like zhihan,he calls me a pig all the time i slept when i was sick,but deep inside i know he really cares cos he's having his prelims but he still texts me to make sure im not dead.(i know this will give an incredibly large boost to your already overly-inflated ego zhihan,but owell.occasional indulgences are good i supp.)haha.
also,you can appreciate these people arnd you without having to go through the terrible traumatic ordeal i went through.haha.you know,one way i came to realise that lini cared for me more than i knew it was when lini put a blanket over me while i slept.(i was closing my eyes and in that state when you're kinda here but also in lala-land already).so yea.people may do things you don't know they're doing for you.(thanks big sister.i KNOW.)
well.i guess this whole post sounds lik im preaching or sth.but really,learning to appreciate the small and seemingly insignificant things in life makes life,in general,more pleasant.the world seems a nicer place too.=)
so my darlings,take the time to think abt those who really cares,and those who're jus pretending,and those who,well,don't.
love those that really give a damn abt you,and screw the rest of em.(pardon my language.i know wen doesn't lik it.sorry dear.hehheh.)
so anyway.i've said enough.SLEEPY.heh.and i HAVE to say,i
love all my darlings.really.=) ok.enough loveydovey language.
gnite world.
oh.and
happy teachers day.=)
yeni posted at 12:45 AM â¢
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